PROM!!!!!

So you may be wondering why on earth is she up at 8:30am on a saturday! well it just so happens to be the day of prom!!!!! I have been blogging about prom since i started this blog back a few months ago, you guys have been with me through all the many many lows and also through the highs. Well today is for sure a really good high. I have hair at 12pm. dress after that and then pictures at 4:30pm. Then we will eat and then it will be on to "the best night of our lives". im really looking forward to it. Me and my best friend running around together like normal just with a little fancier of clothes on. <3........ well the day awaits. Talk to you guys tomorrow.

OMG!!! The big night is almost here!!!!!!

Prom night is one of the most anticipated nights on a teens calender. Filled with great expectations and grand designs prom most often ends up being a let down then a high point. How can you keep your prom memories from becoming nightmares????

Go Alone, in a group, or on a date????
the most common reason people have bad prom experiences is due to the company they choose to keep on prom night. While the romance of prom night may make it seem like its for couples, this is not always the best scenario, nor does going in a group guarantee a good time. Be smart about who you go with. Volatile relationships, Quasi- Friendships and dieing romances have no place at prom.


Stick to a Budget
Proms are expensive. By the time you have paid for tickets, bought an outfit and arranged transportation you are easily at the hundred dollar mark ( or even the thousand dollar mark if you're me). Want to have a painless and money saving prom night???? Prom doesn't have to be an investment to be fun!

Don't Dream the night away
While prom is exciting it is really just a big party with fancy clothes. It won't be much different then any other party you attend throughout the year. You will likely hang with the same crew, Talk about the same things and tell the same lame jokes. Don't expect prom to be a new dawn in your social life or the beginning of a grand love affair. big expectations always end up deflated.

I miss you......

I has been five years since my uncle Nigel Stamps went to be with the Lord. I miss him dearly, every time i get in my car i think of him because he used to love cars. He had his own shop " Custom Exteriors" in Johnson city. I wish he was still here so he could fix my car up for me. We would have so much fun doing that together. I remember going over to my Aunts house and playing with the cats and he would always play with the cats with me. I miss him sitting in his spot at nanny's on Christmas morning. I miss seeing his stocking hanging above the fire place.I miss him every time i go into the new building at my church because he never got to see it finished. I miss him every time it rains because he loved the rain. I miss him every time i see a dark red jeep because i loved to ride in that thing with him. I miss him every time i go past the airport because he is buried right across the road. I hold all my feelings about him in until i just cant stand it anymore and then i burst. I wish i had known that night at the baseball Field was gonna be the last time i saw him. I would have told him just how much he meant to me and how much i loved him. I would have said goodbye instead of I'll see you tomorrow. I love and miss you Uncle Nigel <3. Cant wait to see you in Heaven.

your love is my drug (ke$ha)

Maybe i need some rehab, or maybe just need some sleep
i got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams
I'm looking down every alley, I'm making those desperate calls
I'm staying up all night hoping, hitting my head against the wall.

What you've got boy is hard to find
i think about it all the time
I'm all strung out my heart is fried.
i just cant get you off my mind

because your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love
i said your love your love your love is my drug
your love your love your love

wont listen to any advice
mamma's telling me i should think twice.
but left to my own devices I'm addicted its a crisis.
my friends think I've gone crazy
my judgements getting kinda hazy
my status is gonna be effected
if i keep it up like a love sick crack head.

"Chorus"

I don't care what people say
the rush is worth the price i pay
i get so high when you're with me
but crash and crave you when you leave

so i got a question
do you wanna have a slumber party in my basement
do i make your heart beat like a native drum?
is my love your drug?

"chorus 2x"

I wish i never had to leave......

I have been watching HSM3. Yeah i know I'm a little too old for that but i watched the first two so i had to watch the last one sometime. I have come to the conclusion through watching that movie that crying will not be an option at graduation. In fact i probably will have to be on suicide watch for a few months after high school is over because there are some people that i will never be able to function with out. I know that sounds crazy but consider the source before you go judging it. Love is a powerful emotion and i have come to love a lot of people in that school and even at times i might love the school. Graduation will be a start and an end. Both of which are going to be very hard. However the end is much more scary then the beginning will ever be because i know i cant stay with these people forever and the reality is after that night i may never see some of them ever again.

Maybe everything isnt such a big deal after all.......

Maybe its just the chocolate talking but I'm starting to feel a little bit better about life. Maybe everything will be better in a couple days and we will get back to normal and life will be wonderful again. Life isn't really as bad as it seems and every little thing doesn't need to become a life or death situation. I think that maybe the way i deal with things might actually make it worse more times then it helps. I wish i could just calm myself down, I'm gonna have to learn some mind calming exercises or something. I didn't sleep at all last night and of course with my high chocolate content right now I'm not even close to tired. However my body requires some serious sleep or I'm gonna be the one in the weird mood. I feel like I'm on some kind of weird high and then in the next few minuets it will feel like I'm in some kind of withdraw state, it's absolutely ridiculous. How many other people feel like this on a regular basis???? Probably nobody else. I honestly feel like i live on a different planet most of the time and everybody else just comes to visit sometimes. I'm gonna have to learn to live on earth with everybody else and behave myself. If you have any suggestions about how i might go about changing the things that need changed just let me know........ <3

misunderstanding suck

I hate it when something really bad happens and you think its the end of the world when really you are making it a lot worse then it has to be. Last night i was at my mammaws house and my cousin got my best friends phone number and he starts texting him a bunch of stuff and he wont tell me what, so i text my best friend and he's busy and cant text back but i don't know that so i freak out and text him like a million times cause i think he's mad at me because of what my cousin said even though i don't even know what he said. Now i probably made the situation much worse by freaking out but really what would anyone do in that situation?????? Would you just let your friend be "mad" at you for an unknown reason or would you try to fix it at all costs? This isn't called being psycho, its called caring a lot about a relationship you have with someone you really care about. If I lose him i will lose myself. He is the only thing that keeps me halfway sane.

more spring break fun!!!!!

went to the tanning bed today then headed straight to where else????? Tommy's house. I picked him up and we headed to the park for another 2 miles on that hot sunny trail. We started walking and saw some turtles on a tree in the water then we saw some ducks and we chased them into the water YAY!!!! Fun!!!! then we heard this really weird sound and there is a tree on that trail that is about to fall! So we ran away so we wouldn't get smashed. We were out there for like 3 hours its so amazing that we can go be with each other that long for two days in a row and still have stuff to talk about. We will be friends till we die. Its so great i cant imagine a day with out seeing him. I will die when we go to college. Its just so easy to talk to him yay!!!! Best friends forever,,,,,,, No matter what!!!!!! <3

forever 21 outfit of the week 4/5/2010

This weeks "forever 21 outfit of the week consists of the following:
-jeans: LIP frayed skinny jeans $24.80
-Tank: Hello Kitty rainbow Tank $14.80
-Sandals: Strappy gladiator sandal $18.80
-Purse: assorted key fob tote $22.80
-belt: leatherette braided belt $2.50
-Earrings: spectrum studs set $3.80

Life just keeps getting better....... spring break!!!!!!!!

Yay!!! its finally spring break. Time for some fun in the sun with my peeps LOL!!!!! well that's exactly what i did today, except the sun was maybe a bit too excited about spring break and over did it a little. I'm sun burned and then i went to the tanning bed so I'm double red. Also i thought it was a good idea to wear flip flops because we were gonna be at the lake/creek. We walked two miles. my feet were in the lake for like 2 seconds. My feet have horrible blisters on them. One of them popped and a gallon of blood came out of it. Its gross, But i really did have a great time. Me and Tommy walked, chased ducks, saw fish....... LOL what fun! then we went to sonic and got drinks. He wanted me to come over and play with him tonight but this little kitten is worn out. It will have to wait for tomorrow. <3

the absolute best night ever....... sort of

i went to street fights at the Bristol dragway last night with one of my best friends and it was a lot of fun. I saw some amazing cars. Although there were a lot of nice sports cars there, they were all stock. The Honda civics are the ones that i was impressed with...... i don't think any of them were completely stock, except mine :(. My poor little Honda looked like it came straight from the dealer compared to almost all the other ones there. I really really really need a new muffler and Vtech decals. That's the main thing right now. Its time to trick out my Honda!!!!!!!!