Maybe its just the chocolate talking but I'm starting to feel a little bit better about life. Maybe everything will be better in a couple days and we will get back to normal and life will be wonderful again. Life isn't really as bad as it seems and every little thing doesn't need to become a life or death situation. I think that maybe the way i deal with things might actually make it worse more times then it helps. I wish i could just calm myself down, I'm gonna have to learn some mind calming exercises or something. I didn't sleep at all last night and of course with my high chocolate content right now I'm not even close to tired. However my body requires some serious sleep or I'm gonna be the one in the weird mood. I feel like I'm on some kind of weird high and then in the next few minuets it will feel like I'm in some kind of withdraw state, it's absolutely ridiculous. How many other people feel like this on a regular basis???? Probably nobody else. I honestly feel like i live on a different planet most of the time and everybody else just comes to visit sometimes. I'm gonna have to learn to live on earth with everybody else and behave myself. If you have any suggestions about how i might go about changing the things that need changed just let me know........ <3
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