Does anybody else ever feel like your life is being slowly ripped apart piece by piece until suddenly you have nothing to live for anymore? That's exactly how i feel right now. I seriously believe i could die right now and nobody would care except the people who have to care. One of my best friends is giving me the silent treatment for an unknown reason..... i really miss him, even when he's sitting right beside me. He's a completely different person, i have never known him to be like this before and i have been friends with him for almost 6 years. I miss him so much, its horrible i don't sleep and i force myself not to look at him and smile when i see him...... i cry every night all night for him. I want my friend back so bad. My other best friend has such an amazing and perfect life that i don't want to bother her with all my "drama". I feel as though i have nobody in this world. I was so excited for prom because i was gonna be with my friends and have a great time. Now i dread it because i have no friends and i just feel depressed all the time. Why should i try to look pretty when i have no one to look pretty for? I ask myself that everyday. I want my life back, i want my real happiness back, not this fake stuff i put on for people. The bottom line is I want my friends back.
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