I have an amazing personality, to bad no one ever gets to see it. Underneath all this arrogance and attitude is a really funny and happy person. Why do i have to hide her you ask? Well it seems every time i truly let someone in, let them deep into my soul and let the real person i am out she almost always gets trampled to death. It has happened so many times to me that i put on this fake personality so people will leave me alone and think that i am to good for them. When obviously this isn't what i want. I really long for someone who can truly understand the complexity of my inner being. I have so far only found 2 and a half people who can. But recently my attitude has even become a problem in my relationships with them. I need someone to truly understand. I need everyone to understand and accept the real me.
I do the EXACT same thing. I shelter the real me to prevent myself from getting hurt, life is good this way...TO good sometimes. I think "what the hell!" and be my self for one day, and they see right through *wink*! It isn't fair. I know first hand how much of an amazing person you really are... :)
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