Today I went to a solo competition, i was so nervous because i hadn't been able to practice for it. I was fully aware that i was very ill prepared for the occasion and felt really self conscious. I was so sure that i was gonna end up with a 4 the lowest score you can receive. I went into the room and basically sight read my piece for the judge. when i was done she politely smiled at me and asked that i wait out in the hall for my results. When she finally brought my score sheet out to me i was ready for the worst i looked down on the page and there was a big fat 1 on it! I was so surprised but then i remembered, i cant possibly be a bad player i made it into a state clinic this year that really says something. I walked out of that building today with a blue ribbon and a new sense of self worth that i did not have before. Don't discount yourself, you're worth more then that.
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