when i look at you.

Has anyone heard the Miley song "When I look at you"? Every time i hear that song i cry. I know exactly who that song was written about. He lives about 3 min. down the road from me. Without him there everyday i think i would have already been dead 5 times over. A lot of people might think this is a bit of a risk putting all these deep feelings on here but i know that he knows how it is between us and that that's how i want to keep it. I don't have to worry he's gonna take this the wrong way because we understand each other, we know how it has to be and how it will always be. He is always there when i need him,he listens and even though he might think every thing's funny i know he really understands.He is one of the only ones who has ever understood anything about me. We have so much fun together no matter what we are doing. Last semester we laughed our heads off Cutting up a poor little dead baby pig, we can make anything fun when we are together.I could be crying for days and when he walks in the door and smiles and laughs at me that's it, no more crying, whatever it was that was wrong isn't even an issue anymore. I know that if i ever have to go more then a few weeks without any contact with him i might die. Earlier in the semester we went 2 and a half weeks without speaking and my life was a wreck, i didn't sleep, i barely ate and i cried every night.I have never cried so much for someone in my life. No matter how many boyfriends break my heart it will never live up to those 3 horrible weeks.

So if you're reading this Mr.Youknowwhoyouare then just know that you are a really really good friend and without you I'm sure i wouldn't make it through tomorrow. <3

-Yeah when my world is falling apart
and there's no light to break up the dark
that's when I,I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
and i cant find my way home anymore
that's when I, I look at you-