Drag Racing =)

I love drag racing! But it runs in the family so its no surprise. My papaw,dad,uncle,cousins either have or do drag race. The day i was born my uncle raced in the Bracket finals. I love going to the track and being around the cars and the people. In my family at the moment we have 4 racers, 3 of my cousins and my uncle(although there will hopefully be a 5th soon! Me!). Two of the cars are Jr. Dragsters (which are half scale models of Top fuel Dragsters)since i was 8 years old or even younger i have longed to drive one of these cars. I would tell one of my uncles racing friends that i wanted a purple and pink one for my birthday. I have been to races every Saturday in the spring/summer/fall ever since i can remember. Racing is in my blood, every time i go to the track especially now that i have my license and a car, I'm dieing to race. However due to my moms reluctance to let me, it might have to wait till I'm 18, which is only a few more months so i guess i can wait. My uncle drives a super pro or alcohol dragster which is really really cool, i hope to have one of them someday. Its amazing to feel that drag racing is in your veins, i physically can not pull out of a red light slowly, i absolutely have to slam the gas to the floor, there's no choice. Mom tried and tried to get that out of me while i had my learners permit but she couldn't, she finally gave up. My cousin Avery used to race a Jr. dragster but now that he has his license he races a Chevy El camino. If i raced right now i would just be driving my little Honda civic, but honestly i don't care. In bracket racing no matter what car you have, everyone has a chance. I cant wait for the first time i get to go down that track, I know it will be one of the most amazing experiences of my lifetime.

sugar rush

i get a high when ever you're around
sweeping from my head to my toes
i gotta get my feet back on the ground
cause you make me go out of my way
crossing the line
making me say what i have in mind.

you make me so excited
and i don't want to fight it
i start to blush
you are my sugar rush
ain't nothing better baby
is it for real or maybe
I'm losing touch
you are my sugar rush

baby you're my sugar rush
i get weak and talk to much
you're the sweetest thing i ever tasted.
you're my sugar rush. <3

"forever 21 outfit of the week" 3/28/10

This weeks forever 21 outfit of the week includes the following:
- shoes: lattice peep-toe pump $24.80
- Dress: Sonya abstract print dress $19.80
- Sweater:short sleeved bow cardigan: $19.80
- Purse: slouchy leatherette shoulder bag $30.80
- Necklace: tribal feather necklace $14.80
- earrings: feather chic earring set $4.80
- Bracelets: ribbon tie beaded bracelets $4.80
- headband: feather braided headband $8.80

*full outfit for only $128.40
(the earrings have three pairs in the picture, however i would wear the feather ones)
*also the sweater should be left unbuttoned if worn over the dress*

Sorry UK fans........

Looks like John Calipari's Wildcat Plane mad a crash landing last night. Even though it didn't work out like we wanted it to, I know all the wildcat fans out there are really happy for our fantastic freshmen. John Wall was amazing with the wildcats this year as well as Demarcus Cousins,If you guys ever read this, which I'm sure you wont, You are amazing Basketball players and even though I really want you back at UK next year i wish you luck in the NBA. Wish we could have sent you off with an NCAA championship under you belt or maybe even a place in the final 4 but sometimes life just isn't fair. We beat UT and that's really all that matters isn't it? HaHa it was a great year. Good Job Kentucky Wildcats!!!!!!!


I PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE WILDCATS OF THE UNIVERSITY OF KENTUCKY,UNITED WE STAND DIVIDED WE FALL, BUT IN OUR HEARTS WE WON IT ALL. GO BIG BLUE!!!!!!

I LOVE YOU CATS!!!!!

Guys should dress like this all the time.

******as you can see gray skinny jeans are a must have for men this season******
-All outfits can be purchased on the Forever 21 website-

Some things i know.

Theres some things i know to be true
Snow is white and the ocean is blue
rain is wet
when i falls from the sky
and the stars come out every night
and just as sure as the sun will rise
this Love is real you see in my eyes
Plant a seed and it will grow
Some things i know.

Theres some things in life i need
water to drink, air to breath
A place to rest when i need sleep
when im hungry food to eat
as sure as i need the lord above
thats how much i need your Love
And i need shelter from the cold
Some things i know

Theres some things in life i want
To be thankful for all i've got
A friend to talk with, A hand to hold
To still be young when i grow old
And I want all my dreams to come true
And i want to share them all with you
And i just had to tell you so
Theres some things i know.

When I look at you

Has anyone heard the Miley song "When I look at you"? Every time i hear that song i cry. I know exactly who that song was written about. He lives about 3 min. down the road from me. Without him there everyday i think i would have already been dead 5 times over. A lot of people might think this is a bit of a risk putting all these deep feelings on here but i know that he knows how it is between us and that that's how i want to keep it. I don't have to worry he's gonna take this the wrong way because we understand each other, we know how it has to be and how it will always be. He is always there when i need him,he listens and even though he might think every thing's funny i know he really understands.He is one of the only ones who has ever understood anything about me. We have so much fun together no matter what we are doing. Last semester we laughed our heads off Cutting up a poor little dead baby pig, we can make anything fun when we are together.I could be crying for days and when he walks in the door and smiles and laughs at me that's it, no more crying, whatever it was that was wrong isn't even an issue anymore. I know that if i ever have to go more then a few weeks without any contact with him i might die. Earlier in the semester we went 2 and a half weeks without speaking and my life was a wreck, i didn't sleep, i barely ate and i cried every night.I have never cried so much for someone in my life. No matter how many boyfriends break my heart it will never live up to those 3 horrible weeks.

So if you're reading this Mr.Youknowwhoyouare then just know that you are a really really good friend and without you I'm sure i wouldn't make it through tomorrow. <3

-Yeah when my world is falling apart
and there's no light to break up the dark
that's when I,I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
and i cant find my way home anymore
that's when I, I look at you-

My mood ring is so confused!!!!!!

I wear a mood ring sometimes and today when i was wearing it, it stayed blue most of the day but sometimes it would be green and then all of a sudden i look down and its brown! Brown happens when its really really confused. I really didn't know what to think. i mean its been a pretty OK day but on somethings i didn't know weather to be happy,sad, or mad. So my mood ring is brown =(. All my feelings are jumbled up. I don't know anything anymore. Sad day.

"forever 21 outfit of the week" 3/23/10

This weeks "forever 21 outfit of the week consists of the following:
shirt-Blurred garden shoulder top $17.80
skirt-Grommet tiered skirt $19.80
Shoes-cut-out scalloped flats $16.80
Bag-woven leatherette hobo bag $32.80
Bracelets-embossed bangle set $5.80
Earrings-antique leaf hoops $3.80
Headband-satin corsage headband $3.80
Entire outfit for only-$100.60

Forever 21 outfit of the week

Starting today i will be posting a "forever 21 outfit of the week" all items on the outfit will be from the forever 21 website, and most of them will be off of the new arrivals section of the site. hope you like this new thing i am starting on my blog.

article review- from "Teen vogue" April 2010 "Unhappy meal"

I recently purchased the April 2010 issue of Teen Vogue and as i was reading the magazine i came across a article that really caught my attention. The article was talking about Teen vegetarianism, and how it can lead to eating disorders. I know first hand that it is very hard to keep up a healthy diet while eating only non-meat products as i was a vegetarian for 2 years. I like most teens was under the impression that this would help me lose weight. However i often found myself very hungry and cranky. Which most of the time lead me straight to the cabinet in search for some "healthy, non-meat" snack. It is true that meat has a lot of fat in it and most of the fat we eat comes from meat, but meat also has a lot of other vitamins that are essential for a healthy life such as protein and iron. Women especially have a hard time staying healthy on a veggie diet because they need more calcium and iron then men. Most vegetarians have to take calcium and iron supplements to keep a healthy level in their blood stream. Sometimes veggie diets can be taken to the extreme and people feel its necessary to cut out all animal products including eggs,milk,cheese ect. This can cause many more health issues if not approached with great care. I would suggest you talk to your Doctor before deciding on an all veggie diet, and have regular blood tests to make sure iron levels are sufficient for your size and weight. If you are trying to lose weight you should know that in most cases vegetarianism only makes you gain weight. I know from experience.

The one thing I need.

There is one thing i want so bad, its on my mind constantly. It isn't something i can go buy at walmart or i would already have it. There's only one person in the entire world who can give me what i need and i unlike some people know exactly who that someone is. But they don't know they have what i need. They have no idea they are my reason for living another day and being happy about being alive. I would never tell this person that they have what i need. I would rather them figure it out on their own. They have the key to my heart. The door has already been unlocked, and the door opened. All that's left to do is for them to walk through the door. Please walk through the door.

stupid stuff

Sometimes no matter how much you love someone they can never love you in the same way.

True love is one of the hardest things to find in this world so once you've found it cherish it like it will be gone tomorrow.

You know you love someone when everytime they walk in the room your face lights up like a christmas tree. =)

Did you know that female zebras are white with black strips and male zebras are black with white strips?

In the morning i think of you,In the day time i think of you,in the evening i sit thinking of you, and at night i dream about you and me as happy as can be.

We ignore who adores us, adore who ignores us,hurt who loves us and love who hurts us, how ironic.

Someday you'll miss me like i miss you, someday you'll need me like i need you,and hopefully someday you will love me like i love you. <3

A great friendship is always the best starting point for a long lasting relationship.


You werent supposed to mean anything to me but now you're my everything.

Why can we tell everybody how we feel except fo the person who makes us feel that way???

Sometimes you just have to let someone go, if they really care they will come back.

heres to the nights that turned into mornings,the friends who turned into family, the dreams that turned into reality and the likes that turned into Love. =)

Prom Hair

I am so undecided about what kind of hair style i want to wear to the prom this year. I have medium length hair so i can just about do anything i want with it. I personally think my hair would look good up, however i have asked both the guys who will be with me that night and one says down and the other says half up half down.If i do it the way i want it the guys aren't gonna be very happy with me, but i cant really just pick one over the other can i? its a really stressful situation. In fact the whole prom is really really stressful. I will be tore all to pieces till I'm in the car on the way to the prom. I'm not sure why but it makes me nervous.I'm thinking of doing my hair half up, half down because its kinda a combination of what everybody wants. The picture above is an idea of what I'm thinking of doing. How do you like it?

Trainwreck

you fled from medication cause it only causes pain,
you wont go to the doctor, he keeps calling you insane.
you're lost even when you're going the right way.
you mean the world to me even though you might be crazy.
and you said we wouldn't make it
but look how far we've come.
for so long my heart was breaking
but now we're standing strong
the things you say
you make me fall harder each day.
you're a trainwreck but i wouldn't love you if you changed.

One more thing i thought I'd share with someone special,
I'm falling like I've never fell before.
Its funny you said we'd never make it and look how far we've come.
You're a trainwreck but with you I'M IN LOVE!

is bristol losing its touch???

Has anyone else been down to the track this weekend? Most race weeks are filled with crazy people that are either drunk or just idiots. Well i have noticed as i was at the track today that the campgrounds and parking areas are not even near full. A lot of people want to blame it on either the economy or the inconsistency of the weather here in march. I however,being the "expert" that i am believe that it is because of the way they resurfaced the track this last time. The new track surfacing and the strictness of NASCAR's rules has made racing really boring. Fans just don't want to pay the same or a higher price to see racing that is nothing like they saw 10 years ago. The race track likes to say that all the races are sold out, I know from an inside source however that this is not the case at all. The race track employees are able to take as many free tickets as they need for their family and friends once ticket sales calm down. If every ticket has been "sold" or given away the race track can say it was sold out. But when you go to the track and look in the stands and campgrounds/parking lots, you can clearly see that it isn't. People just don't want to pay for something that isn't worth the price anymore.

Bad dreams

I keep having this dream about my high school graduation at least once a week and every time i have it i wake up screaming some body's name and crying my eyes out. It's horrible. I know my graduation night is either gonna be the best night of my life or the saddest night of my life. I really dread it. I will miss people and i will never see them again.

Kentucky (NCAA 2nd round)

Who is ready for some more Kentucky Wildcat action? Me Me Me!!!! Everybody! duh! Im ready to see some more John Wallin!!!! Kentucky vs. wake forest tomorrow at 8:20pm!!!! Go Wildcats! Land that plane (john calipari).

Too much is Too much!

There is such thing as too much of a good thing, apparently I'm like allergic to sugar or something. Tonight for dinner i ate strawberry pancakes, and three cups of sweet tea! I feel like I'm about to have a baby or something my stomach hurts so bad! its really weird, I feel really really bad and its not like the sugar rush then crash feeling i don't know what it is. I'm so weird sometimes its ridiculous.

Here i go again. (ps. i didnt write this i just like it)

Father hear my prayer
I need the perfect words
words that he will hear
and know they're straight from you.
I don't know what to say,
I only know it hurts
to see my only friend slowly fade away.
So maybe this time I'll speak the words of life
with your fire in my eyes.
But that old familiar fear
is tearing at my words
What am i so afraid of
But here i go again
talking bout the rain
and mulling over things
that won't live past today
but as i dance around the truth
time is not our friend
and this might be my last chance to tell him that i love him.
But here i go again.

Thank the good Lord for royal blue!!!!!

grrrrr.... why do guys have to care so much!

I hate it that guys won't let me tell them what to wear. I would make life so much easier if they would just listen! I know what I'm talking about. Fashion is my world, i live in it everyday. Why question my expertise? Last time i checked yellow was the ugliest color in the world especially when paired with BLACK! Why go and make that mistake on the one night you really need to look good on? That's the only question i have.

hahahaha.......

I am laughing so hard because some people actually thought Kentucky was gonna lose tonight! Wow! I just started really watching basketball this year and even i knew that was gonna happen! Kentucky is gonna "Land the Plane"(john calipari. All those people out there drinking Hater-ade need to shut up and watch the game. I cant wait to see the looks i get from everybody tomorrow! Kentucky wildcats Refuse to lose!!!!

Changing your mind is NOT cool!!!!!!!!

OK so you know how i have been having like the best life ever for the last couple weeks, well I'm not sure but i think it might be going down hill. The last couple days have been a little more troublesome and rocky. I'm hoping its just due to sleep deprivation but I'm not sure. I hope this wonderful time hasn't ended so quickly....... I'm not sure i can live through another let down.

LOVE :)

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts there can be no more hurt, just more love"

"it's a curious thought, but its only when you see someone looking ridiculous that you realize how much you love them"

"if i had a rose for every time i thought of you i would be picking roses for a lifetime"

"where ever you are know i really love you, where ever you've been know I've been there too,whatever you're doing when you need a friend call me, i will be here just to listen to you."

"if this is a crush then i don't know if i could take the real thing if it happened"

"love that we can not have is the one that lasts the longest,hurts the deepest and feels the strongest."

"love is a mental illness, but its a pleasurable one,its a drug, it distorts reality,and that's the point of it."

"i adore him, and admire him. he has to be my best friend in the entire world,i look up to him a lot and value his opinions. I respect him, he has been here for me since i was 13 years old. I just love him"

"i have found men who didn't know how to kiss but i have always found time to teach them"

PROM!!!!!!

I'm so excited for prom, I get to go with two of my very best friends! We are gonna have a great time. I can't wait to see what they look like in their tuxes and i cant wait for them to see what i look like in my amazing dress! Me and one of the friends I'm going with are getting each other those flowers that you are supposed to buy your date....... We haven't completely decided what his is gonna look like but we know what mine will look like. We are going to outback to eat I'm pretty sure and thanks to one of the guy's sisters we will be riding in style :). I couldn't be happier. My dress will be done next Thursday and I'm gonna start tanning this weekend. We are gonna listen to Lady Gaga on the way to and from the prom! Sorry Brennan =(. CANT WAIT CANT WAIT CANT WAIT!!!!!!! My hair appointment has already been made and nails will be done the day before! Cant Wait!!!!!!!

It really is a wonderful life!

My Life has been great for the past week straight, we all know life cant be this good for long. So i keep asking myself and God When is all this happiness gonna end?...... I honestly can say i have never been this happy in my entire life. Everything is just going so good!....... I can hardly sleep at night because im excited for what the next day will bring....... this is crazy!